Hlangana noGabriel

Hlangana no Gabriel, ingane yami eyisimangaliso
“Ngangicabanga ukuthi ngizofundisa ingane yami ngezwe. Kwavela ukuthi kufanele ngifundise umhlaba ngendodana yami. Bona babona ingane engakwazi ukukhuluma, mina ngibona isimangaliso esingadingi amagama.”
Kukhona umhlaba sonke esiwenabayo futhi esiwujwayele, umhlaba wokuphelela nokujwayelekile kanti kukhona umhlaba wethu. Umhlaba wethu ugcwele ukungapheleli nobuhlungu benhliziyo, ugcwele izingane ezinokukhubazeka nokungajwayelekile, ugcwele odokotela, abelaphi, izibhedlela nemithi, ugcwele uthando, ububele nokuqonda, kanye nentukuthelo, icala nobuhlungu. Asizange sicele ukuphonswa kulo mhlaba, kwenzeka kanjalo kodwa uma sibheka emuva manje, asizange sishintshe lutho.
Konke kwaqala ngo-2002
UGabriel wazalwa ngoFebhuwari 2002. Wazalwa enesilevu esihlukene futhi ngemuva kwalokho watholwa enegama lesifo i-Lobar Holoprosencephaly, i-Agenesis encane ye-Corpus Collosum, i-Craniostynosis, i-Microcephaly, i-Absence Seizures kanye ne-Diabetes Insipidus (ushukela wamanzi hhayi ushukela). Sakhathazeka kakhulu. Kwazizwa sengathi umhlaba wethu wonke ubhubhile. Satshelwa ukuthi uGabriel angase angakaze ahambe futhi angase angakaze afike ezingeni eliphezulu. Sanquma ngaleso sikhathi ukuthi sizolwela ikhwalithi yokuphila kwendodana yethu futhi simnikeze wonke amathuba empilweni yakhe ukuze amsize afinyelele amandla akhe aphelele. Ngakho uhambo lwethu lwaqala... singazi ukuthi ikusasa lizomphatheleni indodana yethu... uhambo lwezimocwendo eziningi... ukwesaba, ubuhlungu, usizi, ukudabuka, icala, ukusola, intukuthelo, inzondo, isihawu bese ekugcineni sazithola sikwamukela futhi sinenjabulo.
UGabriel waqala ukwelashwa lapho eneminyaka engu-9 izinyanga ubudala futhi sifaka ukwelashwa kwakhe ezindleleni zakhe zansuku zonke futhi sekuyingxenye yempilo yethu yemvelo. Ufunda ukwelashwa komsebenzi, ukwelashwa ngokomzimba, ukwelashwa kwenkulumo nokugibela ihhashi. UGabriel wazuza zonke izinyathelo zakhe ngesikhathi esifanele kuze kube uneminyaka engu-6 izinyanga ubudala futhi ngemuva kwalokho waqala ukukhombisa ukubambezeleka okukhulu ekuthuthukeni. UGabriel manje ufunda esikoleni esihle sezidingo ezikhethekile ekuseni lapho echuma khona futhi efunda ukuzimela. Njengamanje uhlolwa ezingeni elilinganiselwa ezinyangeni ezingu-10-14 ngokwengqondo kodwa sesifunde ukukwazisa izinto angakwenza, futhi singabheki izinto angakwazi ukuzenza.
UGabriel wakhasa ngezinyanga ezingu-12 futhi wahamba ngezinyanga ezingu-20 eyedwa. Uyizingane esebenzayo kakhulu efuna ukwazi futhi unentando enamandla nokuqina okumsiza ukuba aphumelele. Uyakuthanda ukugxuma, ukudlala nokucula. Uyakwazile ukukhuphuka nokwehlisa izitebhisi yedwa, angakwazi ukuvula nokuvala amathoyizi akhe kagesi, ukuphendula amakhasi ezincwadini, ukukhetha ukuthi yimaphi amathoyizi azodlala ngawo nokunye okuningi. Akakhulumi futhi akakwazi ukusayina kodwa uyakwazi ukuxhumana ngezidingo zakhe eziningi ngamehlo akhe noma ukunyakaza komzimba. Waqala ukudla okungaphezulu ngezinyanga ezingu-3 ½ ubudala futhi manje uyakuthanda ukudla zonke izinhlobo zokudla. Uyingcosana kakhulu ekubeni nengqondo yengozi futhi udinga ukunakekelwa nokugadwa ngaso sonke isikhathi. Ukulala akulona igama ekhaya lethu kodwa ngemuva kweminyaka eminingi kangaka, sibonakala sesijwayele ukungakwazi ukulala. Sizishintshe izimpilo zethu ngezidingo zikaGabriel futhi le yimpilo yethu. Asiyazi enye impilo futhi asikaze sazi engcono.
Ukuqonda ingane yami enezidingo ezikhethekile
Bekungelona uhambo olulula futhi siyazi ukuthi sisezindaweni ezinzima eziningi ezilinde thina. Kodwa ingxenye yenqubo yokuphulukisa ukuwamukela nokuqonda ukuthi yonke ingane ihlukile ngendlela yayo. Iqiniso lokuthi ingane yethu ngeke iyishiyile ikhaya, ngeke iyofunda enyuvesi, ifunde noma ibhale, noma ishade ingxenye yokuwamukela, ingxenye yokuthanda ingane yakho ngaphandle kwemibandela futhi ingxenye yokuqonda ukuthi uGabriel uphelele emehlweni ethu nasemehlweni kaNkulunkulu. Ukuqonda ukuthi izimangaliso ziyenzeka. Ukuthi yonke into eyenziwa yingane iyisimangaliso, konke ukunyakaza, konke ukuphefumula. Kuyingxenye yokwazisa impilo ngendlela enjengayo, ngalokho ekunikezayo futhi kuyingxenye yokushintsha izinto ezibalulekile nokubona ngaphezu kwalokho umphakathi okubiza ngokujwayelekile. Kungukuvula amehlo akho ukuze ubone omunye wezingelosi zikaNkulunkulu elele ezingalweni zakho, emamatheka kubazali bakhe ngamehlo akhe aluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka nezinwele zakhe ezinsundu. UGABRIEL unguthisha omkhulu engazi, futhi wenza abantu baqaphele lokho abanakho ngempela futhi babonge lokho kuphela!
UGabriel unomoya omzungezile, amandla adonsela abantu kuye, amandla enza wonke umuntu amamatheke lapho ekhona, namandla enza konke okumzungezile kukhanye ilanga. UGABRIEL usilethela injabulo enkulu futhi isisusa sethu esikhulu sokuqhubeka ukumamatheka kwakhe okungapheli nokuhleka. Ngo-2008, uGabriel waba umfowabo omdala kaJaden ngemuva kwempi ende futhi manje uyindodana ejwayelekile nenenempilo ethanda umfowabo. Nakuba uJaden edlule uGabriel ekuthuthukisweni kwengqondo, laba bobabili badlala ndawonye futhi bajabulela ukuba ndawonye. Izingane zami zibe yisisusa sami, futhi phakathi kobusuku obude obungenalala nezikhathi ezinzima lapho uGabriel egula, ngisabonga kakhulu ngosuku ngalunye esinalo naye.
Ukuphila nesifo i-Holoprosencephaly
Ukuphila noGabriel sekuyindlela YETHU yokuphila, azikho izincwadi, azikho iziqondiso, izincwadi zezokwelapha zonke zithi izingane ezine-HPE ziningi zifa noma "ziyizilimo", KODWA kuphela ngeqembu lokusekela lamazwe ngamazwe elinabazali be-HPE abangakholakali ukuze basiqondise futhi basinikeze iseluleko ohambweni lwethu olube usindiso lwethu. Okungenani ithimba lethu lezokwelapha lisilalela, futhi liyasibuza ukuthi senzenjani kwezinye izimo noGabriel futhi liyamukela ngisho iseluleko seqembu lokusekela, njengoba singabazali abanolwazi olungcono ngempilo yansuku zonke nge-HPE kunabachwepheshe. Sifundile ukuthi uGabriel akakona ukugula kwakhe futhi sizama ukungagxili kakhulu kukho. UGABRIEL uGabriel, futhi lolo uthando olumsulwa olumsulwa. Akukhathaleki ukuthi uGabriel akakwazi ukukwenza. Okubalulekile ukuthi siphiwe le ngane ekhethekile nokuthi unempilo ejabulisayo nenelisayo. Kulula kanjalo...
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